the real reason why I’m taking summer classes
isn’t really to fulfill requirements on time, or to do something productive with my summer
but because if I end up dropping out of college, then at least I’ll have gotten everything I possibly could out of the experience
(or, I am so incredibly terrified: what if I drop out of college?)
Sometimes I think we are the same person. My last two years I also took year-round non-stop academia…right before I dropped out (due to relationship issues at the time, not academic reasons).